For the traditional Chinese paintings, I drop the ink into the water and dip the rice paper to create unpredictable ink marks, simulating how the pandemic suddenly happened. Before I put my brush onto the paper, I begin my ritual. Circling the ink stick on the inkstone creates a sound that helps me to calm down. With my eyes closed and the ink mark flying in my mind, I can bring myself into an imaginary place with some flashbacks of the places I travel before. Freely expression of ink on rice paper along with Chinese poetry creates a spiritual place that allows me to pursue inner peace. By representing an imaginary world and combining eastern and western scenes I express my yearning to belong two both identities and not in between!